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8月5日 My last words...
 4月22日 Addicted
I can’t seem to break I’m trying to be happy But it all ends up fake
So bad that I don’t See how much it hurts me I can see but I won’t
But with you I want to stay With you I don’t feel me And I just run away
I feel better, much fine With you I’m just wasting A lot of my precious time
I can’t seem to lose I can live a better life But that’s not what I choose
I always end up in pain So why do I stick to something When there isn’t any gain?
You cant keep me strong So why do I lean on you When I know it is wrong?
And I feel myself dying Slowly in your arms And if I’m happy, I’m just lying…
 12月30日 Dreamboy Johnny
Sitting alone on the park bench watching the sun set, While feeling all alone a beautiful stranger i met.
He said his name was Johnny he already knew my name Johnny was so perfect with him, it just wasnt the same.
Johnny's eyes were lovely a darkened shade of brown Johnny was there for me with him i never wore a frown
Johnny drowned my sorrows and johnny loved me so johnny was so perfect he promised he'd never let me go
whenever i felt alone and so out of place johnny was beside me told me "dont give up this race"
Im so much happier now i have somewhere i belong Johnny is my voice my strength to keep me strong
Johnny would hold me when i'd start to cry, when darkness had me surrounded Johnny was my sky
sitting on the park bench Im feeling all alone I cannot find my johnny he isnt there at home.
I called out to johnny but the park was very quiet I was crying now and johnny didnt hear my plight
Johnny where are you? Where did you disappear? Johnny i cant find my way, why did you leave me here?
People passed me by staring at my face No sign of my johnny Not a single trace.
The dawn of truth struck me shattering me like glass i entered into the real world dreamworld wouldnt last
Johnny was my imagination johnny was from my mind and while i was lost in dreamworld to reality i was blind.
There never was a stranger I was all alone, still sitting on the park bench far away from home.
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12月1日 My Date with God
My date with God
It was a Saturday night and I couldn’t go out No one to take me, No one about I didn’t want to stay home alone tonight God I wish I had a perfect evening, just for one night.
As my hopes dissolved I got ready for bed Completely disappointed And misery-led.
A knock on my door awoke me At this hour? Who could it be? I opened the door and outside there stood Jesus in denim and a winter hood
He smiled at me and I stood there in shock Jesus is that really you? But where is your flock? He looked at me his eyes brightly shining I’ve come to search for one The one who was hiding
He took me to an old theme park Forgotten by all but still had beautiful sparks We talked and talked the whole night through I told him things, but there was nothing he never knew He listened carefully To things I had to tell He listened to me Though he already knew them well
He carved our initials on a huge oak tree He told me he did it Because he really loved me
He told me that whenever I felt lonely All I had to do was call And he’d b there right next to me To pick me up when I fall
That was the best date I ever had After that day there I never felt sad Coz’ he filled me up whenever I was broken inside He replaced loneliness with pure love to abide
11月27日 Yellow Ribbon
Yellow Ribbon
I’m coming home, I’ve done my time Now I”ve got to know what is and isn’t mine If you received my letter telling you I’d soon be free Then you’ll know just what to do If you still want me If you still want me
Whoa, tie a yellow ribbon ‘round the old oak tree It’s been three long years Do ya still want me? If I don’t see a ribbon round the old oak tree I’ll stay on the bus Forget about us Put the blame on me If I don’t see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree
Bus driver, please look for me ‘cause I couldn’t bear to see what I might see And my love, he holds the key A simple yellow ribbon’s what I need to set me free I wrote and told him please
Whoa, tie a yellow ribbon ‘round the old oak tree It’s been three long years Do ya still want me? If I don’t see a ribbon round the old oak tree
Now the whole damned bus is cheerin’ And I can’t believe I see A hundred yellow ribbons round the old oak tree I’m comin’ home.
11月22日 The Game
THE GAME  11月7日 Always in my mind
He takes the hidden trail down to the park He used to come here as a kid But that was a very long time ago… She watches him walk silently over to a rock He does not notice her on the swing
Yes… he has taken sight of her There is something strange about the way she holds her stare It’s as though she is reading his mind Piercing his soul… He stares at her And she stares back at him
Day fades and darkness settles in Feeling cold, he zips up his jacket She’s still sitting there… In the darkness She looks so frail Doesn’t the cold bother her? She does not feel it… The icy wind is her friend It plays with her hair
In the darkness He sets his eyes on her face But the darkness has it covered He walks over But she does not move He reaches out and touches her hands
They don’t speak a word but They seem to understand each other He smiles at her and her eyes warmly fix on him The only warmness he can feel He nudges the swing gently and sways her
There is a smile on her face now He starts to talk Slowly at first Then it flows from him And soon he has told her everything
She felt it long ago She touches his hands They’re warm now She leans forward Places a small kiss on his eyes She feels them
He wraps his arms around her She seems to understand There is something strange about The way she holds her stare He puts his jacket around her
It’s getting late… Only she knows his secret Warmness surrounds him The air tastes sweet. It has been a long time
He takes the hidden trail down to the park Emptiness fills him up inside And bitterness surrounds him He remembers her…
He walks over to the swing It’s empty now She’s gone away He yearns to touch her again To tell her
He yearns for the sweet warmness He felt so long ago He nudges the empty swing He remembers her… There was something strange About the way she held her stare He turns around and walks away
 I miss you…he whispers  11月6日 Dear God
Dear God
Keep my heart from trouble And may it be your dwelling place inside I have searched far and wide For a love that’s pure and true But I have failed to see That It can only come from you Though this darkness surrounds me Like a stormy sea of fear Your love has me protected And wipes away my tears
That most people cheat and lie Closest ones may betray you And often make you cry When the world has forgotten And turned its back on me I won’t let myself fade away
written by jolene d'souza11月5日 Fall To Pieces
Im in love with you.. Im in love with you Im in love with you...
10月25日 A promise... 
When the first raindrops fall from the darkened heavens For they sing softly of a story Long heard but never forgotten
That will fill the air When the grass will sway and move with the trees Tonight, As the moon will cast her Then remember me And don't let the tears fall from your eyes For we are never far apart
Look up at the moon And remember, She's just a mirror to glance at
For i am looking at her too And i so well... remember you Then you'll remember, that we are not far apart Your soul rests with mine
My love, be strong Hold on to me Time will quickly fly
I cannot stand to see you crying So be strong and remember Im with you Tonight I will leave
The one we shared See, i walk past that old tree How well And as i walk past, I still hear our laughter Love, I'll miss you so much Jewelled drops of sweetness will follow me
Hand in hand I still smell that salty sweetness As i keep walking to my shore All our And as i leave this town, I'll take them with me Love, be strong For time will bring us back again
Once again we'll walk along the rocks Once again I'll hold you One day you will be able
And see me standing in front of you Have faith love, time will restore
It will speak of our story And when the first drops I'll kiss you and promise
This tormenting seperation For I'll be with you And FOREVER....
hey guys... this is written for my special somebody who'll be "the one" p.s: i dont know him yet.. ;) 10月21日 Two sides of my Reflection
I can clearly see Two sides of my reflection Other girl and Simple me Other girl seems to hate you Simple me only cares more To shower you with kisses And only you to adore
Being denied in the past To her you're an enemy When friendship couldn't last
Simple me cries out When you swiftly walk on by Other girl laughs out And just wishes you would die
Never seem to get along Even though both are the same No one knows whats wrong
Two sides of my reflection Which one do you love? Other girl or Simple me Or is it someone else you're thinking of?
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10月13日 Someday
Someday
I keep thinking of the way The way things were Before it all went wrong
And i play the song again Somehow Im still hoping It might bring you home again
If you never went away But i guess it was God's choice If you had to leave or stay
Be all part of his plan Doesnt he love me enough enough to understand
Was a part of my life Whether or not it was planned for me To be his friend or his wife
Waiting for the man Who'll come along your way And who won't leave your hand
Has almost come to end Even though i seem to hate you now, Babe, its only pretend
How you easily let me go How you broke my heart in two And left me here alone
U proved how much I meant to you I should have seen it earlier Your promises weren't true
And put you out of mind This time its truly over This time I won't rewind
Till the right guy comes along With his guitar and my voice We'll someday sing this song
-written by Jo october 11th 2005 
8月14日 Princess Mononoke
PRINCESS
In the moonlight I felt your heart
When the sun has gone I see you All of your sorrows, grief and pain
This is my favourite lullaby. Its from the Japanese animation “princess mononoke”. This song can be sung beautifully even without any music. A kind of tune that echoes through your head even after you’ve listened to it. uR baBy GuRL
 Used to be your baby9 months and I finally get to see your faceThankyou so much for bringing me here
Its more beautiful than i had ever imagined.
Everything seems brighter
Now that im not sleeping anymore.
Thankyou for raising me And teaching me how to be a lady,
How to walk and talk like you do
You taught me what was wrong and right
In this big new world
But then that day came, You decided It was time to let me go.
I guess i was getting too difficult to handle all on your own...
Hello, I used to be your babyDont turn your back on me
I used to be your darling
You used to rock me off to sleep
But things have pretty much changed around here,
And i've nowhere to go
But just in case you forget,
Forget the day we met,
Remember, I used to be your baby
I wonder if you've found a better lifeAnd i wonder if you sleep at night
Do you still think of me as your baby daughter?
I wonder if you'll have other kids
Would you love them just as you once did
Back when i was your baby daughter?
Hello, I used to be your babyDont turn your back on me
I used to be your darling
You used to rock me off to sleep
But things have pretty much changed around here,
And i've nowhere to go
But just in case you forget,
Forget the day we met,
Remember, I used to be your baby
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written by Jolene d'Souza on August 14, 2005 |
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My Dream boy Johnny
I have nowhere to go and I have nowhere to hide
Tonight, listen carefully
TWO SIDES OF MY REFLECTION
Everytime i listen to our old song 
MONONOKE|
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